A little background on my journey, I joined a gym a few months ago and I love my gym so much. When I joined I was super motivated to go and was there almost everyday. It made me feel so good. Then I got really sick. For a whole month I couldn’t do anything and when i got better, the work piled on at school. I have barely been to the gym at all in two months and it is breaking my heart, but I can’t see to get the motivation to get back into it. I’m not sure where to turn. I am eating horribly. I feel tired and sluggish. Yesterday i went out to dinner with friends and got a shrimp quesadilla and felt really sick after I ate it, and then today I woke up and ate fish sticks around 10 am and some cheese and crackers. That is just horrible. When I went grocery shopping with my roommate the other day, she was encouraging me to get healthier foods, and I just told her to stop. That I wanted what I bought. That I was stressed out and it was finals. Well now I’m eating it, and I don’t like it anymore. I just feel so tired. I hate my body. This is the truth. I have no faith in any relationship I have because of my body and that isn’t okay. What do I do? Has anyone else felt this way?